21 to 21

Its 21 days to my 21st B'day. I am kind of confused on how to feel about it....should I feel happy/glad I made it to 21st year? should I feel sad that I am 21? or indifferent? I have to feel something on and/or afterwards. I remember it seemed/felt different when I turned 20. How is going to be on 21st? While I am wondering this, some news-

Paris Hilton broke up with her boyfriend Stravos Niarchos- a Greek shipping heir. And Paris threw a suprise party on his 21st b'day recently.

I mean all I am saying is I have curly hair like greeks and I am a shipping heir too.